Patient

I wasn't looking for a guy who would give me his jacket on cold days.

Nor the guy who would message me good mornings and good nights.

I was never afraid to be alone, people have come and go and i still tried my best to carry on.

I know love doesn't come when i needed it, love comes when i am ready.

being alone for a while made me realize i had more freedom than i could ever imagine.

that i could meet more people who have great souls and heart,

that i could stand on my own without worrying that if,

if i get lost i can find my way back home.

being alone made me realize that maybe, I loved others too much I forgot to love myself.

that i needed my jacket on cold days,

that i forgot to greet myself good morning in the mirror when i wake up,

and good night after i prayed to God.

It might sound selfish but sometimes we have to be alone to find our sanity.

then i realized, that i had so much love to give,

so much memories to make,

many dreams planned and by that time i know,

i am ready to open my heart again.

but right now I'm not looking for someone to love.

I am patiently waiting for the right one to arrive.

by the time he comes, i know, for sure,

that i am ready to love again.